Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Our God is an awesome God we rise ... What we are is a gift from God and what God is, is a gift from us.
Okay, a lil emo here. I know i shouldn't be and not expecting too high from myself. But it's not the usual me. I've never been so upset with my results. I've never been so depressed. I've never been scared to tell others my results whenever they ask me. Now, all i'll do and just keep quiet and walk away without answering. I'm sorry ...
Got a rough idea of what am I going to talk about in this particular entry? yesyes, my prelims' results. It's ridculous la! SIGH!
Social Studies - 25/50 (which initially will be at least 28 or even 30 la)
Maths Paper 1 - 59/80 (which initially will be at least 70)
Maths Paper 2 - 62/100 (okay, this is atrosious!)
Accounting Paper 1 - 20/30 (which initially will be 25)
Accounting Paper 2 - 44/70 (F*** this!)
F&N - 39/100 (which is awful too!)
See how i faired?
Now, i can't concentrate well. Am in the school's computer lab having F&N coursework lesson. But i can't continue doing them. Mr Ong's a kind soul. He postpone to 5pm this afternoon to be the deadline. I'm gonna do it and hand up no matter what! andandand, i can't cope well. Janet (Accounting tutor) is so upset with my result. She could see a change in my attitude. WHAT DID I DO?!
I'm really lost ...
3:07 AM